Nothing new. People continue to disappoint me. I am thinking of moving to Providence instead of Florida. But it’s just a thought. Whenever I have thoughts about death, my therapist suggests that I just “Notice them,” and just like I notice those thoughts, I’ll just notice this one as well, and move on. As much as I want to move out of this house, I really want to have my student loans off of my name.

I feel so unhappy with my life.